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موضوع: LOVE STORY الأربعاء فبراير 17, 2010 3:10 pm |
| For along long time I was walking without any goals just to keep my life and save my self ,I wasn't care for any one .People asked "Where is your love? Where is your girl?", I said no one could affect my heart ,but I was mistaken .I fell in love by its all meanings .When I saw you at the first time everything had been changed ,you are looking so delicious ,you are amazing ,you have angel eyes .When I saw all that in the first sight ,I had lost my mind ,I didn’t feel time and place .Then I imagined that there were voices whispered and calling my heart ,your heart was calling ,I thought I was falling ,you pulled me close, I couldn’t let go ,like my hands were tied .This feeling attacked me ,I tried to fight it ,but I couldn’t ,I thought that it wasn’t love ,but for the second time I was mistaken ,because it was the beginning of my love.
Paaaaaaaaaaaaaart II
New life
It is the beginning of a new day, usually I wake a way without a clear target , but it was the old beginning , now I have a new one , I wake up after I tried to see you in my dreams , I failed this time , no problem , because after few minutes I will see your face directly , so I do my best to be in a good mode , and I must be at a perfect time , I wish I could change what happened every day , but what is happened every day , I am displaying one of them .
In a good mode at perfect time in the place which you will be at I arrived , I made my eyes like a telescope , and I ordered them to search for the pretty face that I prefer , there are a lot of pretty faces , but they are not what I wanted , "be patient man you came before your date , just wait few minutes" that's what my brain said , so I waited , I felt like years had gone , …… , my eyes said "she is in the zone", my heart said "go and make happy moments", my brain said "be patient , don't listen to your heart and think about your education", I replied "to hell this education". Finally I stopped this conversation and decided to tell you about my feeling to know your opinion my brain said "ok, ok, I'm with you, but what will you say Mr. Romeo?" I said "you are right, what will I say? I didn't arrange words to say", my heart said "say what I say, what I feel, tell her that I keep her, I protect her, I'm your one", I said "silence, I will say what I have". I saw you between your friends like a queen between her servants or like a flower between its spines you are amazing. I waited until your friends would leave and they wouldn't , ok, I would pick up my flower and bear the pain of this spines , my heart said "all rise man before the end of time , she will not wait for you along the life , courage man , you are the risky one ,do it, it isn't a big problem , you risked with yourself before , why you do afraid now ? What's wrong with you", I said "No, I'm not afraid, and if I risked with myself before, now I risk with my life".
So I tried to make it at well , I said " Hi, please, I need you for a moments", you said " Hi, no problem, what do you have ? ", I took you from your group ( I hate them ) , I made a big mistake , I looked in your eyes , so I was hypnotized , I went to another world which was mad for you and me only , all that took one second , then my brain remembered me that you were waiting me to speak , usually I forget most of what I want to say , but I always remember that I want to tell you about my love , I must say something , I talked with you about every thing except for what I wanted to say trying to know if you feel me or not , but without telling you , you finished our conversation with " I'm sorry I have a lecture now , I must leave", I can't be selfish to keep you with me and affect your study , so I replied sadly "go on, take care , and I'm yours if you want any thing".
I left you , then I remembered that I didn't say all of what I wanted to say , it was like that you had magic which affect me to forget all of what I thought , so my heart said "never mind , it isn't the end of the world , you have a better feeling now", then my brain remembered me "now you must be what you are and care for your study", I told him "you are right , but she made me in a good mode , now I can resume my study well", my heart said "try another time , be patient , and don't forget your feelings", I told him "I wish that the last view in my eyes is her eyes , the last sound in my ears is her voice , and the last feeling in my hand is the touch of her hand".
The day went and the night came , I remembered what happened all the day like watching a recording tape , the tape remembered me what happened with you which is happening every day while I saw you , it is my new life which is so sweet and so tough , so sweet because I see , talk and care for you , so tough because I don't know if you feel me, if you love me, if you hate me, I have no idea , so I pray every day that you will be mine ,then I can try again because life goes on as it never ends , another try to end this dream , any end , I will not regret my luck , but I don't want to live a lie , because in this time I have a clear targets that I want to make them at well , this love weaken my insistence to finish them at the suitable time , every night I wish my god to help me , because I can't do everything alone without his help , so I went to my bed wishing I could achieve my aims in the next day …………….
Wait for the third part that I will continue if ALLAH wish.
Well bye
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